The prayer

Allah . .
I whisper to in this late of night.
I always come to you with all my tears . . With smile . . With all my sadness.

Allah . .
I have so much fear
I have so much doubt
I don't know why.
It's like get me down..
You are the one who has the greatest power.
Please give me stregth to face day by day lightly and peacefully.

About the future . .
I don't know what will happend.
I trust in You. I let You to choose the best path ways. For me. And all my family. And my friends, too.
For me and someone You know who.

The only thing what make me fear when I imagine to be with him is I fear for not being my self. I fear for not found my self. I fear that I have to change. To switch into the world that so really far from me.
I really love what I have now. I'm just like I'm now. I do really afraid he will took me to another dimension..
Please tell him, to understand me.
Please tell my self, to believe in him, and we are perfect for each other.

I'm still having You. And Always Be..
Tell us, that tomorrow will be fair and sweet :')